I'll try to be more positive.. apologies about being upset in the last entry.

I truly wish I was a less emotional person, but we deal with what we got, I guess.

I forgot to mention I bought myself flowers the other day. Since someone won't love me, I'll just have to love myself, won't I? Self love is important ^^

I saw this Cornet dress for sale on Closet Child the other day and missed it (better for my wallet). I feel kind of inspired to make something similar.. not a dress since I'm not there yet ^^

I was working on designing an app to keep track of images that inspire me, but failed by not keeping up with it.

I used to keep track of monthly goals, I should go back to that. But for now, I think I'll stick to Pinterest since that seems to tool of choice for keep inspiring images.

Since it's still kind of early in September, maybe I'll think of some goals that are achievable in the rest of the month ^^

Usually I keep them low pressure like "look into designing app" lol

Easy goal is definitely - start tracking inspiring pictures on Pinterest! Hopefully that will help me when I design new lolita accessories ^^

Have a picture of me and Mi-tan ^^ When will the Itoen Tea Handsome Man of my dreams appear?

Here's some pictures from a meet with Walnut a couple of weeks ago ^^

˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. KARA - Mamma Mia ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞.

RIP Goo Hara :(((( I think most people consider this song past their prime, but I quite like this song. I wanna learn the dance and look sexy LOL (yeah that aint happening)

Suicides make me sad. People have no idea how harsh and damaging they can be...

I started to feel unsafe writing on Rabbit Reverie and then it dawned on me that things aren't working out with my date :(

There's a chance he might be reading this still and is gonna dislike me for being me. Weak, fragile, and whatever.

I am trying my best, but I guess it wasn't good enough still. I'm sorry for being so insufferable :pray:

I'm going to die alone, aren't I? :cry:

I wonder if I'll ever be happy :((( I'm really trying to not depend on others in order to be happy, I've received feedback I need to work on myself.

I'm trying, I promise.

I was working on making a new headdress. A beige one with pink roses on the side to go with classic lolita dresses.

Unfortunately, I did not practice safe sewing and injured myself with a needle.

A trip to Daiso was in order. Luckily it's only 5 minutes away. I got the cat shaped ones to protect my precious fingers ^^

I later finished the headdress at night!

And here's how I coordinated it...

Close up!

I went to a Buy Nothing event. And these were my gets (hat excluded). Is Normie Michelle weird?

˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. Park Ji Yoon - Sky Blue Dream ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞.

Strange hearing her sing live.. I think that wasn't common with old Kpop. I really liked her, I don't think she was very popular in the West. This another song from 1998.