I am kinda of at a lost about what to post about lately :sweatsmile: I've been in such a healthy mental space, I'm like, "wow there is no turmoil i could post about." lol. Sorry I have been treating this blog like a vent. >____<;;; I've had a lot of feelings I needed to process over the last year. And hopefully I can I stay in this healthy space!

Honestly, it's weird because I feel like I could post a lot more helpful content now like tutorials (maybe lol). Would you like to see any?

Here's a coordinate from the other day when I had tea with a friend. We also went antiquing afterwards!

My antiquing haul! I was so happy about the teddy bear~ He looks soooo cute, I need to think of a name for him!

The rest of the finds were vintage materials I can use for making items for rabbit reverie, my brand!

I feel happy I can meet this friend so casually. She lives far, but she made the trek to see me ^_^

In other news, I started crafting flowers again! I plan on making these to sell for rabbit reverie.

Here's how it looks cutting out the petals.

I have to individually shape and iron each petal. I put them together in this box to keep organized ^_^

Here's how it looks after it's complete! Right is my flower and left is factory made (it's a little smashed). Which do you like more? It's ok if you don't like mine LOL.

It took me quite a few hours to make this batch.

I ended up making this hair bow with one of my completed flowers ^_^

Here are also some jabots I made! I only used premade flowers here.

I'll probably produce a mix of products with handmade or premade flowers. It's very labor intensive creating the flowers so I will refrain from using them exclusively as I'm afraid of burn out. I don't think most people will pay premium for them so I don't really wanna slave away for it if that makes sense ><

Here's also a batch of hair bows I made which I will be selling!

˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. Malice Mizer - Shiroi Hada ni Kuruu Ai to kanashimi no Rondo ˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞.

I'm a lifestyle lolita that listens to Malice Mizer (visual kei band in which one of the members has their own lolita brand too)??? I truly love lolita though and did see their live concert before! (one of the anniversary ones)

I wore Terence Rose to Ursa Major recently.

My goal was to match this stock photo!

I wish I wasn't lame and actually got some good pics...

Also I got to wear my Genoise coat in mint! It's my favorite. I love the color so much. I kept passing on this coat because of how impractical the sleeves are, but idc now, they're extra, it's still great

Thanks for the staff for putting together another great Ursa Major.

˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. Arianne - KOMM, SUSSER TOD˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞.

This song is so relatable sometimes, cry cry.

I feel a lot more happy these days though and it's enabled me to so much more productive! It just feels like I have a proper footing in my life and people care, therefore the stuff I do actually matters and my existence isn't futile. I feel really happy and and joyful in my life now..

My bf kept talking to me about old anime the other day and chobits came up. And now I want to cosplay at the local anime convention, even though I've never done that haha.

I just love the art from it... CLAMP, the artists behind it, are really great.

I was really tempted to buy some art books by CLAMP when I saw them at Japan town >< Alas, I should be saving my money (looks at the hole that still spends money on dresses)

I have toooooo many dresses, but I keep wanting more styles. I should sell ones I rarely wear and opt for more styles..