Xoxo Part 2

12 Aug 2025 - strawberryjam

I hope it's not too inappropriate to share some of my deepest feelings here.

Life has been difficult for me.

I lost my friend group.

I lost my marriage of 10+ years and am having to fight for custody.

It felt like I had no one. I was never close with my family either.

It's so scary when it feels like no one loves you.. when you come home and it's just you...

Things are getting better now. I'm making new friends, I have a date I really like.

I'm accumulating a list of things people have said to me that prove I am not a bad person.

At the same time, I'm trying to remember my worth is not determined by others.

Instead of thinking of these things, I'm trying to channel my energy to more positive endeavors like crafting.

I carry a lot of pain with me... I hope one day I can count on a consistent source of feeling seen.

I hide a lot of my pain now to not burden others. I hope someone can accept me for who I am.

I hope it'll be okay.

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